my house, panama
september 2, 2025
somewhere in puerto viejo, costa rica
my dear adam,
I have no clue what you did to me, but since the day we met, I have never felt so alive. I'm not going to lie, I felt scared because I know how much I can love and feel, but honestly, why hold down a feeling? I mean, I'm also annoyed because I want to keep doing my own thing, and out of nowhere, my mind gets interrupted by thoughts of you and all the things I want to show you about myself - my thoughts, my dreams, my struggles, my passions... everything. Like you didn't know I know how to code, right?
I know the distance makes it harder. But I think I would be sadder knowing you exist and letting you go. Might I be selfish, but I want you; what else can I say?
I like you and I see you. Full of adventure, confidence, love, joy, passion, quirkiness. You make me feel safe, seen, and understood. I don't think words can really express how much I am feeling, but I believe you know too. So, what I'm trying to say is that I'm so happy I have met you. Thank you for showing me who you are. I'm very curious to know more about you, as I feel we would be good for each other. Or I'm just fucking crazy but well hahah
Odio ser vulnerable, pero contigo no me siento ansiosa, en verdad me siento muy en paz.
Ps. and people say that romance is dead lmao.
all yours,
ana gabriela